You must experience the darkness before the dawn while in the healing process.

​While working on healing any issue, illness or disease, difficulties in life begin to come up and are sometimes accompanied by negative feelings. This negativity may be connected to events in the past or with people they are close to. Physical issues can sometimes show up as being run down, cold symptoms, headaches or things of that nature.

Understand that these stressors indicate a deeper level healing that is taking place. When one begins truly healing their lives, oftentimes many parts of their lives were connected to the original issue in one way or another. Understand that when an issue begins to heal, there is a major reorganization that's required which causes the flow of energy to be disrupted in areas other than where the symptoms existed.

As an example, my having thyroid cancer was directly connected to my childhood of being taught expected to be seen and not heard. I learned to stay quiet. Along with not using my voice came feelings of not being worthy of my own opinion or sharing my personal truth. These things were all directly connected but I wondered why I wasn't better when they removed the thyroid cancer. While trying to heal my physical body through Reiki, all of these things and all the old stored negative feelings that I had toward them were activated, brought to a conscious level to be felt and released. Then began the reorganization process of all of these old thoughts and feelings.

Whenever there is change in your life, good or bad, an adjustment period is necessary so that the parts of your life that were connected to the issue can get used to the healthy new conditions. It might even seems as though things are getting worse for them, and not better.

Remember the old saying, “You have to break an egg to make an omelet?” Another example is if your putting new flooring in your home. During the removal process, your home becomes turned upside down with furniture
moved out and of place as well as dirt and dust from the removal process spattered about. This may be super uncomfortable for some to live in. Once all of these things are cleaned up and the new floors are in and your furniture is back in its place, your entire home will look and feel better than new.

Personal healing is no different than re-doing the flooring in your home. Things become scattered and uncomfortable before your healing is complete. Once things begin to settle down, you will feel much better and see a noticeable improvement in the way your life is going.

If you are experiencing any of these uncomfortable things, it is very likely that a major healing is taking place. Soon you will find yourself much happier, healthier and clear. Trust in the work your doing.  During this uncomfortable process, surrender to the experience and continue to nurture yourself while releasing negative feelings into the light.

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